Sometimes, actually a lot of the time, I feel like I care too much. But am I really wrong for caring? Am I wrong for wanting to see someone happy? For wanting them to have all the best because I truly believe they deserve it? I hate that I always give more than I get.
I’ve learned not to expect much out of people because expectations lead to disappointments, but I don’t feel like I’m asking for much when I want someone to care about me. You don’t have to give me everything you have. I’m not asking for that. I just want something to show that I do matter to you, that you want me in your life. I’m tired of the mixed signals. I’m tired of the cheap talk. I’m tired of being ignored.
I don’t even know where I’m going with this, but it’s just so frustrating.
